Week 57 - A Mighty Change of Heart

And that was Christmas. I feel like Christmas has this huge buildup towards it and then all of the sudden....it's all done. Sad.  I did enjoy having second Christmas.  Maybe we should start that tradition at home : )  It was nice seeing you all on Christmas!  Well....almost of you haha.  I feel like sometimes I begin to forget what it is like at home but being able to hear your voices and see you, helps me to remember the joy that you guys bring to me.  Not to sounds cheezy or anything.  It's hard to imagine that so much has changed.  I never knew so much could have changed in one short year!  You guys looked amazing.

This week was a special Christmas for myself.  It was my first Christmas away from family.  Every Christmas I have spent with family.  This was a new experience to go through.  This Christmas helped me to remember the things I love, treasure and find most important in my life and also to help me remember that I have all of these because of a child whose birth we remember during the Christmas season.  The greatest gift of all.  Our Saviour and Redeemer, Jesus Christ.  

I got to reflect a lot on this event.  I had the opportunity to focus a lot of thought and time on His life.  What he did, His purpose, His goals and His example.  Everything he did, he did out of love.  Everything he did, he did out of love for you and me, and for his Father in Heaven.  He did everything to benefit God the Eternal Father and for everyone on this earth who accepts him.  

As I was reading my scriptures this week, I became captivated in Alma chapter 5.  Particularly with the topic Alma 5 : 13 ''...and a mighty change was also wrought in their hearts....'' A mighty change of heart.  This is a process that I feel can easily be forgotten about.  

Me being me, I like seeing results that occur right away. Like in football when I would catch an interception.  The momentum of the game was immediately changed and we went from defense to offense just like that. I saw the result from my actions in a blink of an eye.  It's easy to forget the training that was done to help me become the player that would be able to keep up with the receivers and learn how to anticipate a pass coming my way.  There was a process that helped me become that defensive back that was blessed to see the success that he did.

A mighty change in heart is indeed a process that takes time and patience.  We don't always see or recognize the changes we make as we work with our Saviour to experience, ''...a mighty change in heart...''.  I don't really have a good answer for you as to how one can gauge their progress in a mighty change in heart.  haha.  I am also learning how one could do such a thing.  Life is a great journey of faith and that is the greatest measurement of progression that I have found.  It is to continue in faith as I do all I can to apply the teachings from the scriptures, praying and speaking with my Heavenly Father about my day in the best of detail I can.  As I continue to exercise my faith in the words of my Heavenly Father and Saviour by applying their words through the words of the prophets, I can rely on my Heavenly Father that he will help change my motives and become more Christ-like.  Maybe trying to find our changes is not the best thing that we could do.  Maybe it's like finding a specific answer to a prayer. As we look for specifics, we blind ourselves from seeing the real answers/progress.  

Relax and trust, that as we prayerfully feast upon the words of Christ and become more aware with our Saviour's character, these things will become more a part of our life.  It is most likely different for all of us but I know that we all need the same thing to experience a mighty change of heart.  We need the direction and help from our Heavenly Father.  We will need to be thinking from in to out.  

''When you choose to follow Christ, you choose to be changed...

''The Lord works from the inside out. The world works from outside in. The world would take people out of the slums.  Christ takes the slums out of the people, and they take themselves out of the slums.  The world would mold men by changing their environment.  Christ changes men, who then change their environment.  The world would shape human behavior, but Christ can change human nature...

''Yes.  Christ changes men, and changed men can change the world.

''Not only would they die for the Lord, but more important they want to live for Him.

''They have Christ on their minds, as they look unto Him in every thought...

This Christmas helped me to focus my mind to be more on Christ.  He works with us to change and we will experience a mighty change in heart as we choose to follow Him.  It’s nice to follow Christ.  I can't tell you what exactly has changed in my life, but I can tell you that Christ changes our hearts as we follow Him and His teachings. He lives and He is with us all the way.  Let’s work with Him more and more.  Let's get in the groove of speaking to Him regularly and becoming more acquainted in following His guidance. He loves us all.  He showed that by suffering and sacrificing His own life for us.  As we follow this example and ''sacrifice'' ourselves for others...with the teachings and truths of our Saviour, we will come to see Him more in our life.

Love you all and I hope you have an awesome New Year!  Let’s start it off in a positive note!

Love,
Elder Holt

Week 56 - Too Busy to Write

Shooot.  I honestly haven't even been taking a ton of photos these past few weeks.  I'll make it a goal to make some photos this week so I can send some next week.  So we didn't really have a P-day today. haha just like in Hengelo,  we ended up helping a friend who was recently baptized clean her house and now we are going to deliver cookies and what-not to people!  Good times.  Meaning that we didn't have our full time to email.  Luckily we're going to be able to skype soon.  So I don't remember your guys Skype Address....and I don't really know how to use skype.   I don't know what’s going to go down but hopefully it will all work out.  I will be skyping around 6:30 pm Nederland time.  So that'll be like 10:30 - 11:30 or so your time.  I don't know where you guys will be or if you guys will all be together.  You better be!  I'm stoked to see you all and I will talk to you soon!  Tot Christmas day!  Love you guys and safe travels!

Love,

Elder Holt

Week 55 - The Lord is good. He lives and that, my friends, is the truth.

That video was soooo cool!  haha shoot.  My little sisters have become my younger sisters and no more my little sisters.  Too bad they didn't have solos.  Man.  They are so different than from a year ago.  I thought it was really cool how they are showing the courage and love by inviting those they know to come to church or to give the Book of Mormon.  Shoot.  haha It makes me smile.  I love and miss you guys.  Turns out we'll be skyping at like 6-7ish pm here in Nederland so that'll be a little earlier than dinner for you guys.  I think it's an 8 hour difference.  I can't really say anymore but at least now you can figure out where you will be and get a plan ready just in case people would like to say hi.  Can't believe it's almost Christmas already.

It's fun serving with a previous companion.  Elder Krebs has been in Rotterdam for a long...4.5 months now so we are pretty sure that he will be transferred in 6 weeks and end his mission in the next city he goes to.  Hard to believe that he'll be going home in 5 months or so.  When we were companions he wasn't even on his year mark.  He hit it in the middle of the transfer we served together.  Now his sister missionaries just went home and he's looking at his last 3 transfers.  Weird.  It was sad leaving my trainer, who was my zone leader in the Apeldoorn Zone.  It was a lot of fun seeing him so often.  The whole mission is changing and it's taking some time to get used to.  

This week was a hectic one.  We've been busy setting up for a lot of things.  Like, a lot.  Fortunately we've had time to teach and find and help people.  Rotterdam is a very diverse city.  There are a lot of different cultures that live here.  It's been fun to see the different cultures and to get to experience this place.  It’s a very new city when you look at the rest of Nederland due to what happened to Rotterdam in the World War...2 I think it may have been.  I don't really remember.  Much of the city consists of new buildings because the older ones were bombed and destroyed in the war. I got to meet the ward yesterday.  It’s fun as you start to serve all over the mission and you meet people that know people that know you and have given them a ''warning'' haha about you.  You feel right at home when people say that so-n-so said you were coming and said how cool you were.  Saturday night we got a text from a member of our ward asking if I would give a talk to the ward.  haha.  I've done this 3/5 of my cities so it was nothing new.  I was a little stressed because of the things we have coming up and the preparation we should do but the Lord is always with you if you know that he is.  I found some time at 10 pm Saturday night to do some studying and to feel what it was that the Lord would have me say to the people of my new home.  I felt like I had found it and the Lord was happy with it and I got to sleep in peace.  I woke up and then had a little bit more time to do some touch ups and to prepare a little more.  When I got to the pulpit...I seemed to have been guided to speak of another topic.  I hit a lot of points that I had prepared to share but I guess the people in the ward were in need of other things.  It took me not to think about why my thoughts were leading somewhere to follow these promptings but I'm glad I did.  It was very quiet as I would pause and listen to the thoughts, words and experiences that came to mind.  Not even the kids or babies were making noises.  It was peaceful and quiet.  The Lord will always help us know what to say or do.  

5 Therefore, verily I say unto you, lift up your voices unto this people; speak the thoughts that I shall put into your hearts, and you shall not be confounded before men;

 6 For it shall be given you in the very hour, yea, in the very moment, what ye shall say.

 7 But a commandment I give unto you, that ye shall declare whatsoever thing ye declare in my name, in solemnity of heart, in the spirit of meekness, in all things.

 8 And I give unto you this promise, that inasmuch as ye do this the Holy Ghost shall be shed forth in bearing record unto all things whatsoever ye shall say.

This promise is true.  I know it is.  I promise you that as you study up truth in your mind and heart and take the initiative of preparing, the Lord will place into our hearts the things that we should say; that He will give unto us in the very hour, yea, in the very moment, what we shall say; hat as we declare the truths we have come to know in His name, in a serious and dignified manner, in the spirit of meekness, in all things, that the Holy Ghost will shed forth and bear record unto all things whatsoever we shall say.  We treasure up truths as we learn of them in the scripture.  As we constantly apply them to our lives and minds.  The Lord is good. He lives and that, my friends, is the truth.  

Love you all and I will talk to you next week.

Love, 

Elder Holt  

Week 54 - Where The Lord Would Have You Go is the Best Place to Be

A few weeks and we are skyping!  How cool is that?  I know that we'll be skyping on December 25th here in Nederland but I can't tell you a time yet.  Plans have changed here in Hengelo. One of my favourite memories is when the family would all meet up on Christmas Day and just hang out.  I remember playing hockey during the day and then going to Van Bruggens at night for family Christmas dinner.  Heck. I remember when Jeff Sutton called while he was on his mission and Uncle Steve talking to him on the phone in the computer room.  That must have been a ton of fun to get to spend time with your older sister and then a surprise from Alena and Dan and their baby.  Man.....how cool.  Christmas is awesome!  It's another excuse to hang out with family and friends and to enjoy all the good things we have been blessed with.  Hard to think that I'm now looking at ''the lasts'' of my mission.  For example, this'll be my last Christmas in Europe as a missionary, I just had my last Sinter Klaus, I'm about to begin my last winter.....Dang.  Last year I remember being in the MTC enjoying the festivities and now....it's all happening.  Sinter Klaus was awesome.  It was so fun to experience a Sinter Klaus in the home land whereas last year our teachers were celebrating it and trying to tell us about it but it's different hearing about it than experiencing it.  The world has so many cool experiences just waiting for us.  haha that would have been so cool to have seen the photos of the kids shoes filled up with goodies!  Did they get chocolate letters and peperknotjes? It's such a fun holiday!  I can't wait to celebrate it at home.  We learned some Sinter Klaus Liedjes got surprises in our shoe, and bags just given to us.  It was fun and it's nice to start seeing the Christmas trees and Christmas lights come up. 

This week was, yet again, a blur.  So much to do and so much done it's hard to separate the days.  On Monday, we had our P-Day; ended up doing service so it was also a tad postponed for the next day, then ate at a members house who treated us to a Sinter Klaus Experience. Tuesday we had a really good district meeting, we talked about becoming persons of experience, we finished P-Day and then got to enjoy an evening with a recent convert family and then went on exchanges.  Wednesday I got to serve with a Canadian Elder in Eschede.....we ended up working on a project with our Ward Missionary Leader to help us create missionary plans for the ward members and then got to spend the evening with a really cool member.  This man has class in what he collects.  Man.  Seeing his collection really makes me think what it is that I want to collect as I grow up.  Thursday I got to go on exchanges in Deventer where we lost the phone...looked for the phone...turns out we left it on a bus...had to wait for the bus to arrive at the station.....and then got to go and plant a less-active member’s garden!  We were given permission to design her tulip garden however we wanted : )  Man...we probably designed the coolest garden in Nederland...Keukenhof is now number 2.  I can't wait to see what it will turn into. After the service we went to eat at a member’s house in Apeldoorn.  This man is a really smart man. He is a self-learned man.  He noticed that there was no book written concerning the history of the Church in Nederland....so he wrote one. haha.  I heard about the book and had seen it in some missionary apartments...I asked if I could get one and his wife said that they were all gone.  I was devastated.  Gelukkig, he said that he had found one as he was going through stuff so I got to buy his last one for super cheap!  He even signed it for me!  We exchanged back that night and my companion and I finally got a day to serve in Hengelo with each other.  Friday we ended cleaning our apartment a little, doing some weekly planning and then took a bus for a long time in order to see a couple in the ward.  They are so cool.  They treated us to a delicious meal and a Sinter Klaus surprise. Afterwards we traveled back home and that was our day.  We started traveling at 4pm and got home at 9pm!  Crazy.  Saturday gave us time to go out and about serving the people in Overijsel.  We had a fulfilling day.  I had read a text wrong and got the days mixed up with a friend who we are teaching.  They weren't too happy because they are busy so we brought them some cookies as a peace offering.  They loved them and we ended up teaching them.  We saw 3 members/families and then taught a really cool couple that we are teaching.  To top it all off...we got a surprise cadeautje in our bags from Zwarte Piet and we had 2 of our friends come to church on Sunday.  It was a nice week and a good way to end off my time in Overijsel.

Turns out that this was my last week serving here in Overijsel. 1 hit wonder.  1 and done....1 and not 2 or 3.  I don't know what else to write and I can see that it's getting pretty cheesy really quick.  Yup...It was a shock when we the call Sunday evening.  Elder Hulet and I figured that we were going to be serving another transfer together.  He got here 3 weeks before me so we were both really new.  While we were spending time with members Sunday evening President Robinson called us and shared the news that the Lord would have me serve in Rotterdam.  We didn't know what to do.  It was sad because I didn't say goodbye to people at church...I was pretty positive that I was staying.  I never thought that I would leave a city after only one transfer but...there is a first for everything.  I'll be riding back over to the other side of Nederland and serving in Rotterdam.  A fun fact...my companion is going to be one of my older companions.  haha Turns out I'll be serving with Elder Krebs again.  haha He was my second companion in Belgium while I was serving in Genk.  haha He joked around saying, ''I guess we didn't do it right the first time.''  It’s going to be fun.  I'm a little nervous and shocked but I know there is a purpose for everything and where the Lord would have you go is the best place to be.  I've experienced His help in accomplishing the things he would have me do and I know that he helps us all when we are in need.  He's good like that. This is why I can't tell you what time we can Skype.  I'll probably let you guys know next week the times available and what-not.

This week I saw a lot of cool things happen from small and simple things.  Like when we brought cookies to our friend to apologize for our mistake, bringing cookies to members to show we appreciate what they do for us, saying hi to people on the street, taking the time to speak to those you feel the Spirit would have you speak with, complimenting someone for the good that you had seen them do; there's a lot but the most important thing I have seen this week was being the one to say sorry and acknowledge your fault.  When we had received a text from our friend saying that we missed our appointment and that they didn't have time to be waiting around for nothing while they have so much other stuff going on....I was upset.  I felt like I was not the one who was wrong.  I was so positive that they were the one who mixed up the date that I allowed myself to get a tad frustrated.  This caused me not to look at the text to see what day we agreed on.  I blinded myself to searching for the truth - usually that would be the first thing one would do, to look at the text but I was so sure - that I allowed my frustration in trying to defend myself to blind me from searching and being open to the truth.  Then after a couple days I cooled up and wanted to know what happened with our miscommunication; turned out...I was the one who was mistaken and I was the one who was at fault.  I felt so bad haha.  I felt bad for missing our appointment and having them wait for nothing, I felt bad because I was frustrated at them and they did nothing, and I knew that it was going to be resolved If I ''rose up and took the fault on me''.  We decided to make soft cookies to soften the hearts of those that we have been asked to serve.  Turns out...we make really good cookies.  We wrote an apology letter.  Stating that we were in the wrong.  We resolved the issue and everything turned out great.  It's so easy to get upset, frustrated, angry, sad, or disappointed towards someone.  Especially when we start feeling a little self-defensive.  It's not a good feeling be responsible for something that went wrong.  Being self-defensive is a dangerous thing and to me, a disguise for another word; the word, ''selfish''.  Selfishness leads to blinding us to reality. I didn't want to see that I was wrong so I didn't search to see if I was wrong.  Sometimes...the lesson we are to learn is to say...''I'm sorry, it was my mistake.'' 

It was a good week and a lot of good experiences here in Overijsel. Next week I'll talk to you all from Rotterdam.  Where are you guys going to be on the 25th of December?  Love you all and until next week!

Elder Holt

Week 53 - Focus On Those That You Are Serving

You seem to get busier and busier as we go through the years.  You would have thought that you would gain more free time! haha  That's going to cool spending time met mijne tante Jo-Anne!  I miss you guys a lot.  Thanks for all the photos!  I love getting photos and it's nice to see pictures from facebook because I can't see what’s going on people’s lives through facebook anymore! I am opening the white package that says Merry Christmas.  I have not received any other boxes so....I hope I don't open up my Christmas dinges.  haha. 

Thanks mom.  It's easy to get down on yourself.  Especially when you expect more of yourself than is possible or are expecting instant results; makes it easy to not see the good things you do or have done.

I got a picture this week of my friends in Belgium who got to go to the Temple for their first time!  Man...they look so dang happy!  I've been noticing a pattern of when I feel the happiest or at least the times I remember feeling happy. All my happiest memories involve seeing the joy of others.  To see the smile or the laugh of another.  The times when I got to be a part in helping one be happy are the memories that I find I have treasured up the most in the limited memory bank my brain has. Isn't it nice to have the memory of the person who needed help and you went and served them?  The time where your friend or neighbour asked for help and you were repaid through a face of gratitude and a grateful thank you.  What about the time someone you love was having a hard day and you got to help them laugh and smile?  I can't help but smile as I recall such events. It helps me understand why our Heavenly Fathers purpose is, ''For behold, this is my work and my glory—to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man.''  I had a question I wrote as I was studying a while go.  The question was, ''why is this the purpose of our Heavenly Father?  Why does he want this for us? What's in it for him?  haha....I was totally missing a part of His character. Now I sit here and ask myself...why do I treasure the memories of seeing people smile?  Why did I have the desire to help my friends attend the temple?  For me, as I sit here, it’s because I love seeing them smile and be happy. I love seeing them experience happiness and joy.  Is that not the same thing our Heavenly Father wishes for us?  I got the chance to read Mosiah 15-16 today.  How cool is that there was someone who loves us so much...that he died and went through a bunch of rejection and sad feelings for all those that rejected him, have rejected him and will reject him in this life.  I can't help but feel loved as I think about Christ and what he did for me:

''…The Son....suffereth temptation, and yieldeth not to temptation, but suffereth himself to be mocked, and scourged, and cast out, and disowned by his people.'' ''...filled with compassion towards all men...'' ''...having broken the bands of death....'' ''...and thus the Lord bringeth about the restoration of these, and they...have eternal life, being redeemed by the Lord.'' 

 I am sorry that I have to end this Email early.  We are heading out to help a member and are going to finish our PDay tomorrow.  I'll write you guys tomorrow with more!  Take care and have fun with alles!  Love you and until tomorrow!

Elder Holt

Sorry about that.  We got to the library a little late.  I mentioned it before but thank you for the Facebook photo's!  Those were awesome.  So much can change in such a short amount of time.  Turns out the white package was my Christmas present I am pretty sure.  I got a letter from Christina and Grandma and Grandpa Holt...thanks guys!  The white package I got was a big mailing packet that had ''calendar'' written on the items section for the mailing and above the address it said ''Merry Christmas''.  This made me think it was a Christmas present and I didn't open it but when you said to open I did....or at least from what I understand open it.....I read wrong....but don't worry...mom and dad taught me to Always read the card first and after I read it I figured it was a Christmas gift....it's still unopened and sitting under our Christmas tree.  Can't say the same for the card though.  Whooops.  It's pretty hard not to open it but it’s going to stay closed for a couple more weeks.  Sister missionaries are interesting people haha.  Really good missionaries and just so different from Elders....at least that's what I thought.  I'm pretty sure my companion’s sister served with Emily.  Sister Hulet.  We're waiting to see if this is fact or false. 

This week was a busy week in a different way.  We had P-Day Monday, we had service Tuesday during the day and then travelled to Rotterdam for zone conference at night.  Wednesday we had zone conference with Elder Moreira who is an Area Seventy and super funny guy.  By the time we got back to Overijssel the day was done.  Thursday we did more service for our members and then had appointments at night with members. Friday we did service again and then the same story.  Saturday we had a meeting in Zwolle but got a few hours to put in some work in an area that is pretty far away from Hengelo.  It felt sooooo good to be knocking doors and talking to people. We walked through the centrum and there were a bunch of Zwarte Piets! They were everywhere and it was sooo cool to experience Sinter Klaus in Nederland. After we came back to Hengelo and decided to go and visit a less-active who just became a parent with his girlfriend having a baby.  We bought them a pink baby shirt thing....I don't remember what it's called and we got them a card.  They loved it and asked us if we had time to eat pancakes with them!  We had time so we ate pancakes and then our friend came to church the next day.   Sunday we sang in our ward conference ... brave ward.  Our friend stayed the full 3 hours and had a really good time.  My favourite part was seeing the ward members congratulate him and ask if they could come by sometime and congratulate his girlfriend.  haha that reminded me.  Saturday night as he was teaching us how to make pancakes he asked what the ward thought when we announced that he and his girlfriend had a baby.  We said that they were happy for him and his girlfriend and were excited to hear more.  This is my favourite part.  He looked at us and said, ''yeah.....but.....i broke the law of chastity....weren't they mad?'' haha.  What a funny dude.  We laughed and told him that the book of Mormon teaches us to leave the judging to Christ and to love the sinner and not the sin.  I love the little short teachings we can all give throughout the day. 

At zone conference we were addressed by one of the funniest dudes ever.  Elder Moreira. He was so funny and so real and so inspiring at the same time.  It's been different these past 5 weeks.  Being asked to oversee a certain area and the missionaries there in has been a learning process.  I was focusing so much on how MY area was doing and how many people we were finding to teach and teaching.  Seems like in 5 weeks for the most part, we have stayed in the same spot in our missionary work.  The same with the district.  Elder Moreira touched on an experience where he learned that his happiness came from the success of others.  He spoke about a lot more things and eventually, all his messages hit me.  I was focusing too much on working my area to become better and not on helping the district members change their areas.  It's kind like fishing for someone but not teaching them how to fish.  You can only help them so much until they will one day do it on their own.  I was becoming unhappy with my work and getting down about not being the example for lessons and finding new people and I started to forget to think about how to help the missionaries in the district.  After our conference I feel like the Spirit helped me to increase my awareness and desire to seek the best for those that I am serving...the missionaries.  I went to the conference with the question what ''would you have me do to help the area you have asked me to serve in flourish?'' I thought my answer was going to be....speak to more people, work through a member....talk to be in this sort of way...something like that.  I had no idea that my answer was going to be ''Focus on those that you are serving''. 

This past Sunday evening as we were calling our missionary friends to hear about their week....it made me so happy to hear about the positive experiences they had.  The pressure of the past weeks was starting to be lifted.  I very strongly feel that as we repent and work to change our attitude to be about those we serve, we will feel a lot of the burdens be lifted form our shoulders and our joy will become more full.  It must be kind of being like a parent.  I can only think of Mom and Dad and remember them being happy after my team won a soccer tournament or a game and the sorrow they had if I lost.  However....they were Always there to pull me up when I was down. We read this same thing in the Scriptures.  Christ is Always trying to pull us up but we gotta let him.  I've found him pulling me up as I study his words through the prophets as I read the scriptures.  There is a certain personal power of love and joy as you read the scriptures.  Your questions are answered.  You can find more answers than you can think of if you seek for them through the scriptures.  I think we're really Lucky to live in a time where we have so many resources and great people are serving to bring us up.  We have the restored gospel with a perfect organized church. Remember we are all imperfect and the flaws you see are not of Christ's organized church but the people who are not perfect and not supposed to be perfect.  Christ's church is not for those who are perfect but to help imperfect people become perfected through the atonement of Christ.  We have a Prophet, Apostles and other leaders who serve us pull us up. 

This coming Sunday we have the chance to fast and give fast offerings in order to help those who are in need.  There is a special promise if we live the law of fast to the fullest.  In Isaiah 53 Verses 5-11 we can study the blessings that come from living the law of the fast to it's fullest.  I'm going to study it more and prepare to help my Heavenly Father help me by paying my fast offering and Fasting with a purpose and to be cheerful about it.  I didn't really realize that paying our fast offerings was a part of the law of the fast.  I feel really bad because I have been Fasting every month but I have allowed the different difficulties get in my way to give my fast offerings back to the Lord so that I could help those who are in need of being pulled back up.  We get so much from our Heavenly Father.  I love him more than any way I can write and I thank him daily for teaching me how to serve those around me and to pull them up.  I thank him teh lesson that comes from tryin to help others fish.  

I love you all and will talk to you next week!  PS....WE"RE SKYPING SOON!

About coming here.....I think it would be really cool for you guys to come and see the mission.  I would love showing you around and having you meet some of the people I am serving! 

Love,
Elder Holt